I screwed everything up last night. Blamed on my stupid thoughts, i made some people sad too. Oh, i know a simple "sorry" ain't going to help but what else can i do. I'm hopeless.... God, why i exist tell me why. Last night, i told myself i'm not going to be paranoid anymore, i'm not going to let my mind control me but oh why i can't control my mind. shit.
No, after jumping everything goes wrong. And i mean EVERYTHING. Nothing is right, all you can do is to lock yourself inside the room, cry yourself to sleep, blame yourself and start to face this shit reality. Then the next day, ask for forgiveness. Now... can you forgive me, this hopeless girl?
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